Standing at a crossroad can be very tough. You can only see so far in front of you. It is easy to look back and see how everything worked out just the way it was suppose to, but looking forward can be so much harder.
When you are married you can't make decisions just for you any more, you have to make decisions as a team. However, in my opinion before we make big life changes it is often wise to seek guidance from those in your life you respect after taking it to God. What do you do when you don't know what to do? Pray. I have. Ask those I love. I have. I am getting mixed signals on the latter and can't tell on the former. Hmmm... what to do. I guess go running. That seem to help with the butterflies in the stomach for a short time.